Blue Mom Journey

Life is a dynamic, ever-shifting current, a constant wave of change that shapes our existence. Some transformations arrive as gentle ripples, sweet and easily integrated, while others crash upon us with the force of a tempest, initially appearing bitter and challenging. Yet, inherent in this perpetual motion is a potential for growth, a silent promise that even the most difficult shifts ultimately serve our benefit, though the clarity of this purpose often remains veiled in the initial stages. There are times, driven by a desire for new answers or a perceived need for progress, when we attempt to impose change. We strive to force a new direction, a different outcome. However, the nature of profound, meaningful change is rarely one that bends to brute force. It is an organic process, best unfolded naturally and progressively. To aggressively demand transformation, in ourselves or our circumstances, risks not only failure but also the potential for significant damage – the burning of bridges, the erosion of morale, and a deep undermining of our very essence. In our current era, change feels particularly relentless. The refrain to “embrace change” has become a ubiquitous tune, yet the reality is far more complex. Embracing the unknown is rarely simple; it demands considerable time for reflection and a deep understanding of the potential consequences, both seen and unseen. While the adventurous spirit might urge us to leap into the new, we must also cultivate a thick skin to withstand the inevitable friction and apprehension that accompany venturing beyond the familiar, especially when faced with the less-than-rosy narratives about change that often surround us. Each dawn presents us with a subtly altered world, and within that new reality, we make a choice: how much of this difference will we internalize, how much will we allow to reshape us? We seem to live in a state of constant flux, a pervasive need to change that often leaves us little room to pause and question the fundamental “why” behind the imperative. The truth is, the path of change is not a single, universal highway. Some individuals are designed for dramatic metamorphoses, shedding old skins entirely like a snake to emerge renewed. Others may experience a more gradual evolution, like a creature that loses and regrows its claws, adapting and strengthening over time. And then there are those who are meant to find their growth not in radical shifts, but in a steady, persistent journey within their own well-fortified shell, taking one deliberate step at a time, much like a steadfast turtle. This diversity in navigating change becomes especially apparent when observing the lives around us. We see educators questioning how to ascend, strangers yearning to leave a mark or simply be heard, writers pondering why their words haven’t yet captured widespread attention. There’s a palpable sense that change, often equated with external achievement or recognition, is the only valid form of progress. Undeniably, personal growth often necessitates change. However, it is crucial to recognize that the absence of overt, dramatic change in someone’s life is not a sign of stagnation or failure. It is perfectly acceptable, even necessary for some, to maintain a steady course. We are rarely privy to the full tapestry of another’s circumstances, the intricate web of reasons that inform their decisions about evolution. Ultimately, the most authentic path through life’s changes is one guided by self-awareness and conviction. Be true to who you are. Listen intently to your own inner voice amidst the clamor of external expectations. Walk with confidence in the decisions you make regarding your own journey of change, recognizing that your path, whatever its pace or direction, is uniquely yours and inherently valid.

When I look back on my younger years, I can’t help but laugh a bit at how boldly I would throw myself into the world. Each choice was a wild, glorious experiment—like hopping on a train without caring about its destination. The beauty of those days was that every yes, every leap into the unknown, was an invitation to reinvent myself, to get a little closer to a calling I couldn’t yet put into words. But, like many, I felt a subtle shift as I grew older. The weight of responsibility began to settle on my shoulders. Suddenly, decisions that used to spark curiosity and excitement became laced with caution. I started to measure consequences, rein in my spontaneity, and seek control over my surroundings that I once would have found suffocating. Somewhere along the way, it dawned on me—the limitless freedom I once celebrated wasn’t all that limitless. Both spoken and unspoken boundaries seem to creep in as life marches forward. It’s all too easy to let comfort become a cocoon. We slip into lives that fit us, sometimes only for a while, hoping nothing changes. But as ironic as it sounds, change is relentless. Life is a shapeshifter, forever nudging, sometimes shoving, us toward becoming the next version of ourselves. And embracing that fact—that constant beckoning from the universe—is the secret beauty of the messy process. Some of us cling to stability, eyes squeezed shut. Others blink awake and see that signs and subtle invitations appear everywhere, pushing us to reflect, rethink, and reimagine. The real magic, though, happens when we choose to accept the responsibilities meant just for us—not those thrust upon us by expectation or fear, but those that our hearts quietly nominate. Something shifts when we pay attention to the messages that urge us toward meaning. Change stops feeling like an enemy and starts to look more like an old friend we didn’t recognize the first time. The fear of change is universal, of course. Safety in silence is an easy fix—no drama, no risk, just closing doors and drawing blinds. But who does that really serve? When we deny ourselves the chance to move forward—to acknowledge the need for something new—we bind ourselves to a reality that doesn’t quite fit. It’s not noble to endure entrapment for the sake of appearance or out of fear of the unknown. True courage is found in declaring, “No more. I’m ready for something different now.” Sure, the blank page of a new beginning looks daunting. The unknown has teeth—but what if it opens a door instead of biting? What if letting go of a life that no longer fits is the only way to discover the unique mission waiting for us? It’s not foolhardy to turn the page; it’s necessary—for our own fulfillment, yes, but also for the ones watching us live. I’d rather my child see me chase meaning and happiness than nail myself to a life of silent sorrow. Isn’t that the legacy we want to leave? So, if you feel the restlessness, the call to start over, don’t bury it. The true tragedy isn’t in beginning anew—it’s in letting fear silence the instinct that knows, deep down, you really will be okay. Life is movement, and the bravest thing we can do is move with it repeatedly until we find ourselves exactly where we’re meant to be.